I got my old computer back after it was fixed and I noticed a lot of old videos of duels and stuff stored on it. I really didn't bother looking through my stuff on there and just deleted half of it. But today, I was rather bored so I looked through some of the screenshots and such I had on my computer. I noticed how idiotic, foolish, stupid, childish, paranoid, and downright annoying I was (You can still say that I am now but I really don't care, I don't believe i'm still as bad as I was back then). Especially considering how stupid it was that when I first came here I fought over A COLOR. I also was being a bother to the admins and mods here, even non-staff members, I apologize for that. Some of the things I did and accused people of were just downright retarded and I hope that you will forgive me for what I have done. I also may have down-talked other lower dorm members in the past and thinking I was so great, even my name comes off like I have a god complex, I apologize for that as well. I even just blindly hated members, I truly hope those members can forgive me for my ignorance and stupidity and maybe even be friends.
The real point of this topic, if you haven't guess already is just to say i'm sorry and I truly am saying this from the bottom of my heart. I cannot go on with such guilt. And I know I haven't really left in a long time, I even have just gotten mad at members from here who PM me not so long ago but I hope even if you don't believe that I have changed that you can at the very least accept my apology. Also, to the members who are new or do not know me, you probably didn't want to know me and I admit that I was HORRIBLE and i'm not afraid to say it. The admins and staff here probably should have already IP BANNED or perma banned me sooner but I bet back then I probably and would just bitch and whine to them with screenshots and shit even when it was completely or mostly my fault. It would have made this place a lot better if I didn't even join or was banned (or if I stay banned).
I apologize to Gohan, Abidos, Zane, Deces, Demolish, Jackachu, Mania, Phoenix, and anyone else on I have harassed, blindly hated, annoyed, or etc.
I AM a little bitchy bratty arrogant piece of shit, though I believe I have changed and am trying to change, you can still call me that, I have deserved it after all I have done to this academy and it's members. I am NOTHING more. And finally, to end this, I wish everyone a happy New Year. Start this year great and try to be the best you can be, the complete opposite of me.
~ Sincerely,
The Not Amazing RazorChu